Self analysis can be depressing when one faces themselves. I say this because of the realization of what I have become.
In the last 7 months I have become everything I hate and despise. I have become fat, let's not pussy foot around like a bunch of PC fairies. Let's call it like it is. I'm flipping fat.
It's a byproduct of me dealing with various self issues by using food to feel good and deal with stress. Food and drinks have become the replacement for exercise. I used to train for hours on end plus work. Now I barely do any.
I have to ask myself is this not only what I should be like but more importantly. I say fuck no. It's time to make some flipping changes.